Landed in the KIASU LAND!!

At last i have almost settled down all my adminstration stuff in NTU . These few days back were very busy but i believe in the coming days i will even busier. Uuuh... now the next big thing i need to do is try to understand the study system in NTU ! Its very confusing and I am extremly worried about it . I need to take other courses apart from engineering subjects . And those popular courses have been snapped up by other students,left the rubbish course for me...the 2nd 'Uuuh' for today! Besides , i have just found out that most of the students here are actually much younger than me even though they enrol in the same year as me , so are just 19 but they are already in year 2 !! fuck!! i am later 2 year !! very Old....Over here , i can see many malaysians ,i even am going to join a camp organized by them .They are extremly nice , they help us to do all the admin stuff and teach us a lot of things...
Over in NTU , i can see alot of international students , i mean A LOT!!some ffrom msia, china , indo , india , sri lanka , philipins , koreans ,austria , and england , US .....many of them.... not too bad for me , i got to know a few international students from india , sri lanka and combodia ....they are very nice.. and the international language is used among us....

So , for the time being , I think NTU is a awesome place for me to do my studying, with the best facilities , fast access internet connection , efficient public transports , CLEAN toilet! and etc etc ....and not forgeting the good help from malaysain seniors!! they are extremly nice !! haha

Nostalgic moment!!

The moment has finally come!!! This should be the last post before i depart to singapore tomorrow . I have mixed feelings now , with butterflies in my stomach to keep myself awake even though its late night already. I know tonight i can't really sleep well , so i will flash through all the memories in my head to review how my life was in this little town , BUTTERWORTH. Having been living here for 20 years , many things have happened on me , conflicts with friends , dissapointments,happiness , touching moments and etc etc ... Through these experience , i am a better person now , able to take up challenges , able to be independent and able to socialise well .

I know i am going to miss alot of things .. first thing ofcourse is my family members, my grandparents , especially my ah ma!! my parents, siblings , aunts , and cousins ...2nd thing , my friends especially my best friend , Tommy Nioo, even though i seldom mix with him a few years already . Penang food!! my Bed!and my wife , SUZUKI BIKE .

And Don't know why , i don't feel that nervous anymore , and my eyes begin to close ....
i guess i should be well sleeping now to prepare for tomorrow! YEEEHA...

I am Ready for the KIASU LAND !!!

well well well , i am back for blogging again , guess when was the last time i blogged, 2 months ago i guess , anyway , I don't think i get many chances to blog in Malaysia in the future , because i am shifting to singapore for a better future! I know studying in singapore is stressful enough and people there are freaking KIASU !! Frankly speaking , i have been KIASU since i started to study hard in Form 2. i have always been wishing to be the top in the class and even among my peers . I am not only kiasu academically but as well as in everything ( sports , electronic gadgets ,etc etc). Hence i reckon , i shouldn't have any trouble adapting the kiasu culture there.xD xD ...But still , i am kiasu in a good way such that i don't keep things for myself only, but i share it out ,because i always believe sharing my knowledge is learning .

I reckon , this leaving from Malaysia means no coming back to Malaysia for long time anymore . I know singapore will be a great place for me to unleash my full potential ,and Nanyang Technological Uniersity(NTU) is a great University which is going to shape me to become a successful person . So far i have already had a few friends there even though i have not met them before but just gettng in touch with them through emails. NTU even send several seniors to help us those freshies who have problem on all the applications.Hence I am glad that i got admitted into NTU.Besides , i am fortunate enough to go together with one of my classmates in SXI .

Infact , i am really a very lucky person , and i appreciate everything given to me . If i wasn't that rich , i wouldn't have got the chance to study in NTU . If i wasn't rich enough , i wouldn't have studied in SXI and attended tuition classes . Everything seems to go in my way . I have whatever i want , and i really appreciate it by not letting myself and my family members down. Hence by getting the chance to enrol into NTU , i want to thank all the people around me , firstly ofcourse my family members who have always been the financial support , my teachers , my friends(especially ADRIAN , SHIRLENE , SARAH ,SIMON,WAI KIN etc etc) who have always been my private tutors and my counsellors for guiding me through all my problems and my applcations to NTU .and ofcourse not forgetting my best Brother , ALVIN TEOH HOCK LYE . He has been my great motivator . He always gives me his advices that allow me to encounter all my problems ahead in anyway .

I am leaving in a week time , 28th of august 2010 . 7 days are very short , time is awalys short right.Honestly , i am not sad of leaving my hometown ,but i am so excited to leave for singapore. Through my working moment in my dad's sofa factory , i spoke with a few workers , they told me they regretted they didnt study hard , they blame the god for not giving them a rich family background, hence i really believe that education is the best bet for better future. And now i am pushing myself with the greatest efforts ever in my life!!

So , that's all for so far . i will keep updating my life in NTU very very soon . lol

Clubbing At Moise for the first time!!

I guess everyone is stunned when they got to know that i go clubbing!! lol..even i am stunned by my silly decision! How stupid i am go clubbing and not drinking but only enjoying the surrounding, musics and not forgetting the hot chicks..lol.but this visit to a club was pretty amazing . I saw people crazy for alcohol until they throw up , some even lie down on the ground unconsiously. How silly they are!! Everytime i see hot girls doing some stupid things like mixing up wif those so called 'LA LA CHAI ' make me feel frustrated. Imagining a pretty girl got cheated by a bad guy , i feel frustrated. They deserve better !! i am not telling i am the better 1 ..but they have the right to choose someone who really can take care of them , someone at least with proper job and having good characters. But the people they got to mix up are not up to that standard! Fine...maybe i think too much !! I shouldn't care so much about other people..because i myself is not up to that standard!!

Be a Superman!

Be a Superman , Be someone with a big S on your torso. Be bighearted and don't be fussy with things around you! If you feel that you are not treated fairly , just keep it in your heart and remember that this maybe a challenge for me , if i am not able to overcome it , i am WEAK . In this society, weak people will never survive! If u see people around you have better things than u have ,don't feel upset ,remember you can do things better than them even without the best facilities .Then you will be STRONGER. There is a saying in Chinese , one is happy not because one has everything but one is not fussy with one's life.I keep reminding myself whenever i am not satisfied with the results. Hence i urge you please do appreciate of what you have.Don't blame god ,don't blame your parents ,don't blame other people for not giving you enough . Remember, you were born free to chase everything you want with your own hands and not complaining here and there for not receiving things u want!! And don't forget , when you have more , please donate it out or share it with other people .Don't keep it to yourself , or else people will not share things with you too.

fool, stupid , idoit , moron , nincompoop!!

i guess these are the words best to describe the april fool's day.1st of april is the day where we lie the most in the whole year.i bet u do it every year to fool some1 buy saying ahh u forget to zip ur pant , or ahh ur shirt is dirty or whatever lame tactics..haha.. Lying is one of the precepts in buddhist teaching.But sometimes it is hard not to lie. We lie to make some1 happy , we lie to make a situation get better , we lie to get business , and we lie for everything!Lying is definitely a bad doing . But we lie for good purposes , i mean some of us! lol.. remember in one of the confusious teachings , he says a country can give up ARMS , FOOD , WEALTH but NOT PEOPLE TRUST!!! a country will fall for failing to gain its people trust .I find this very true enough! if you make use of people , cheat your friends for our own benefits , always have jealousy over ur friends , i bet u don't even have a true friend!! And even one of my best teacher Mr. Michael Ng said in his last lesson with the whole class NEVER CHEAT ANYONE FOR OUR OWN BENEFITS!!!

Singapore??A scholar land??

Finally , i have done all my application with the two top U in sg ..having spent almost Rm200 for application fees and mailing fee , i know this is worth paying ! Ofcourse i do know studying in Sg is very stressing, i must be able to compete with top students from various countries including msia..well i shouldn't have said about Sg U because they have not yet accepted me ...the chance to get studying there is extremely slim!! and if i really got offer letters from them , i must think of my financial status ...will i be able to handle the financial problem? expenses are immense !! perhaps i should forget about sg and get ready to study in local U which is much more fun... ^^

A great smoky Bbq Experience in HOTEL!!!

everything started with the plan by me and wai kin of setting up a bbq at the balcony of the suite in Paradise after a rain that had spoilt our bbq at the beach.... Desperation creates genius ...raining was not a problem for bbq ...we can have in the HOTEL ROOM!!! WE WERE INSANE!!! 1st thing we did was cover the smoke detector in the room with plastic bags ..then we set the fire up at the balcony and closed all the windows to prevent the smoke from coming in to trigger the smoke detector... but things turned bad as we were enjoying the bbq...we had no idea how the smoke sneaked into the room until the whole room became smoky ... until we realised that , everyone was panic and afraid that the smoke might trigger the smoke dectector then everything would be ugly , imagine water comes out from the detector, alarm sounded , everyone from the hotel was evacuated from their room , police come , bomba come , then the 10 of us are being held for setting up fire in the room!!! OMG!!! without thinking much , we extinguished the fire with water, open up all the windows and try to clear the smoke as fast as we could...hahahaha.... remember the facial on everyone face...it was funny and anxious... finally the rain stopped and we decided to set up the bbq at the beach!! after finishing bbq , we brought all the cooked food to the hotel and enjoyed it...it was really a great experience for us..!its cool if we triggered the alarm!!2mr newspaper front page will have our pictures ...hahha ...well lesson of this event!! desperation creates IDIOTs instead of genius... :P

Moving towards my 2nd home

well...i guess all stpm students are cracking their heads on which courses and universities they want to pursue for their tertiary education...some are limited by their results , but for me , i am gonna choose a university that is far far away from my home...KL is the best place for me ... :) i have just submitted my application form via internet ,i really hope that i will get a place in KL university as i always want to start a new life there... I have been travelling alot...from butterworth to penang and to other places... Well i think this is how my life should be...having friends from all over the places... travel all around is wonderful for me ...these days i have been so lazy reading ..i have no idea what has happened to me...i DON'T CARE!!! I must get the reading mood back!! I love READING!!! lol...

My ticket to next destination!!

Even though my ticket is not the business class type,i am satisfied with it...with the result of 3As and 1 B+ or CGPA of 3.83 is enough for me to select my desire course but not the U that i have always dreamt of.Watching my close friends posing for photograph with their straight As result really make me envious...ofcourse i am happy for them but not for myself...i knew i screwed 1 of my paper..it really cost me a lot.. Now i will be busy applying for scholarship and try to ease my parents' burden. i know i always dream big..and having no achievment really strikes through my heart.i know my result is many people's dream result.But for me..this is too bad to be an international student...i know this is wrong to compare myself internationally..but i know to be successful.one must dream BIG!!!

Roaring into year of tiger!! GrrRR...

This chinese new year is one of the best moments i have experienced...having meals together, joking around ,teasing each others in my family are always my favourite times with them... in a blink of eyes CNY almost ends ,only a week to go.. this year angpow's money is pretty much as it is more than previous years.. wakakaka.... well gonna buy a new wallet for myself... hhmmm.. yesterday i was suddenly informed that STPM results will be out on this coming thursday 25th of feb 2010... i am not sure of my own feeling for it...i am eager to know it but afraid to face it.. haha..i don't know what i am talking about!! lol.i guess this result is gonna decide whether i am a worm or a dragon in the future...Out of sudden there is somone i have been waiting for so long has finally appeared infront of me..and i approved ONE as my friend without hesitating...and wrote ONE a message...even though we are very very very far apart... i will never forget ONE as ONE had always appeared in my dreams...gonna wait for THE MESSAGE!!! hahaha

Coming CNY!!! Gong xi Gong xi

Haizzz...CNY has'nt yet come i am already down with sickness(flu,fever,coughing,sore throat)semua kena.....damn IT ...damn the weather !!! now it is so hot until i can't breathe at night ...and i can't enjoy my new air -con as i must avoid fan and air-con to recuperate ...well..everyone seems so happy as CNY is coming and so do i ... woohoo... i haven't finish shopping for my CNY's clothes yet.lol..always last minute..gonna wait my brother coming back from KL and together shop 2mr...uhmm...valentine's day is coming up too...u know what..i am not expecting the day anyway...well i am not the romantic person( but i am still obsessed with hot chicks) :) ...it doesn't mean much to me...ohh yeah..talking about love reminds me of Twilight..the book is fucking boring ...i know many ppl like it so much ..but i jus don't maybe i am not in the love thingy...uhhh...hahaha.... this year valentine's day clashes with CNY,and many ppl are having headache with it .but i am not at all...i am gonna celebrate CNY like nobody's business...who cares of my gf..i don't have any...well..i guess i am not gonna find 1 so soon...wait for the right timing...being single always ROCKSSS!!!haha..coz i have experience of having a gf...waste time waste money waste my evthing ..but i learnt a few lessons...never take it lightly...choose the one that u really want..and don't love blindly...TRUE!!! hehe

Vampire sucks my BLOOD!!

lol...i am feeling sooo...(what is the word to describe my felling) well..should i say TIRED nono...i did a good deed just now ...Haha i just donated my blood!! This is actually my third time or donating blood .I just got to know that there was a blood donation campaign carried out at raja uda there after i had been notified by a group on facebook...well i feel this is quite exciting as this is in conjunction with my new brought novel TWILIGHT...a love story betwen a human and a vampire..vampire is well-known of blood sucking ..isn't it ...haha..Having blood type of O+ , i am so proud of myself as i can save all the people but almost all the people can't save me...hahah i am a universal donor...shouldn't i be sad..well i love to save people..i am a superhero!! Listening to HITZ.FM there is a tamil superhero movie ...guess who is the superhero? not batman not superman not even Lord Muruga but a CHICKEN!! Isn't it funny ..lol... A chicken is to save the world ...i guess the badguys will run in laughter after listening to the chicken sound.. kookookoo...lol...

Brisingr!!!

Brisingr actually means FIRE in the third book of ERAGON ...i am quite shameful to tell people that i used 1 month to finish this 1093-pages-book. lol..like what ms.Chan always said ,' i don't rush to finish a book ,because i will have nothing to read afterward'...i find it true enough...hek...now i am cracking my head to think what should i read next.Hhmm love thingy like twilight?? or science fiction?? lol...well..i think i should visit popular store tomorrow for another great book to spend my leisure time..lol... my whole family have gone for a wedding party of a cousin of ours in KL, leaving me and my grandpa behind at home...pretty sad isn't it..haiizz what to do...and i can't even step out of the house for to long as i got to accompany my grandpa...perhaps a good book is gonna fill my emptiness during these few days...lol...ohhh well ,i am not as poor as before anymore as my parents finallly gave me some money to spend for this CNY...hoooray!!! a rich ALEX!!! lol..

Poor ,poor ;poor ALEX!!!

:( ohh...come on alex....u have never been so poor like this before!!! now the balance account in ur drawer is jus barely 50 bucks...and your wallet only has less than 100 bucks...how am i goin to survive especially CNY is just around the corner !!!!And i only get my salary begining of next month!! WTF!!! i still have to tahan 1 week!!!ZZzz. i got a call from Lao Lang inviting me for shopping next thursday...hmm...and i replied him 'SEE 1ST LA' ....i still owe my piano teacher 73 bucks!!! damn it!!And i got to settle it next week ...i guess i got to stay at home everyday until i got my salary!!! Weee...I really had no idea how i spent all my deposit during the past few months...i guess i enjoyed too much and my parents never gave me money since i finished STPM...Ohh yea...it reminds me..i spent almost all of my money for all my stpm books and entertainment last year!!! And my dad never paid me single cent for it ..he just gave me ngam ngam pocket money to spend each month!! My life is so miserable.... :( everything other than normal expenses i got to pay myself with my own pocket money like repair car,repair bike , buy books , contact lens etc. etc.... I am so shy to tell people my dad is a TAUKE..how come his son is so poor one...living with poor life...hek!! Suddenly i am so envious with some of my rich friends with so much pocket money from their dads and they are driving good cars...ME?? PROTON WIRA is good enough la ALEX...DON't expect so much!! Some don't even have cars...so i am so grateful with my life...^^ ..hahaha... Hmmm...my business trip in Kelantan has been cancelled due to my dad asking me to stay at factory for helping out...zzz meaning i got to pay for my own lunch and petrol ... $#$%#$% ...hahaha..Fine!! TAHAN TAHAN ...EAT BREAD EVDAY!!!cancel the invitation from lao lang for shopping!! Next month i shall be rich again!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!

Piano Rocks!!!

Am i too old to learn piano?? Hek..who cares ...i love it ...i know there is some people laughing at me of learning piano at this old age...But i never took their words in my heart!! They are nonsense !! lol ...today i attened my first ever piano class taught my Ms. Phang ...recommended by Miss. Lee..haha who cares who they are...so long as they are willing to teach me this music idiot...haha... By the way , thank to Yong who has helped me to get to sign up for the class.. Learning piano is so much fun as i got to use both of my hands , brains, my mouth and my heart ofcourse..hahah.. but there are so many terms i need to memorise and many music notes to remember... i wish i could play piano like Maxim..or i am grateful if have learnt half of his skill...then i would be the best already ...hahaha dreaming is great too!!!

WOOHHOO!!!!!!BAND 4!!

hahaha...finally after retaking twice of MUET(Malaysian University English Test) i got a Band 4!!! i am so happy for it ....lol...obviously band 4 is jus a normal result in my school. but i am happy with it.since my english knowledge is so limited...i would like to thank Ms.Chan(MUET teacher) who gave me a lot of excercise and pressure ....From her sarcasm and critism i improved so much ....nevertheless..i would also like to thank my classmates who never looked down upon me...they shared a lot with me and taught me a lot in english...and most importantly my story books !! they really really improve my english ...now i am so eager to kiss them !! hahaha...hah...i couldn't sleep well last night due to worrying of this result...haha...guess i am taking nap right after i got into Simon Lee's car( salesman) . I am about to off to Alor Star for two nights...Hah...my next destination is to await STPM results!!! Can't wait for it!!!lol but i am so scared to face it ...hahaha

Business in 7 states...

Finally i decided to work as a sofa salesman for my dad.I have to go outstations with him reguarly...before that i have thought of working as a waiter in autocity, but my family don't allow me to work till 3am .I even thought of working in billion supermarket as a promotor but i myself doesn't me to work there as i felt that working there doesn't provide me much experience that i might need in the future.This trip with my dad to 3 main states for business was amazing where we passed through 7 states.We started our trip from Penang to Kedah ,Perlis and finally we stopped in kelantan for business purpose.Kelantan sucks to the max.lol.Their pronouciation of malay gave me lots of question marks on my head!And Malays make the majority of citizens living there.After two days of business doing in kelantan we moved on to terengganu .This state makes no difference from kelantan at all...where majority of them are malys and agian their pronouciation of malay is like shit...lol...after staying one night in terengganu we packed of luggages for kuantan .On the way to kuatan we passed by the petronas factory...fulamak...it's wonderful...they even have their own school,clinic and hostel.No wonder Petronas manages to support the whole Malaysia in finance.Kuantan and terenganu are different like heaven and hell...Kuantan is so much better as i could see my own race more and felt grateful that i could understand their malays...hahaha.On the way back i got the chance to drive my dad's brand new Toyota Camry and we passed by Ipoh and Perak...wahaha..i pressed the pedal till 160.walau the car seemed like driving at 100 only .so much stable the Camry is u could never imagine.i have learnt so much from this trip..as i encounter many bad-tempered bosses..i learnt how to deal with them frm my dad. Guess i need to go again at the end of this month.

2o1o...

now is year 2010,closing to year of the end of the world, 2012....haha ...i am laughing ??!! perhaps i am more concerned about it ...

this year of celebration for the new year made no difference from celebrating x'mas and new year from previous years...i went to autocity for drinking...uhm.. DRINKING?? alcoholic drinks??ofcourse not...u know i am allergic to it :)...i was sitting there drinking my fruit juice and my friends were enjoying 'BLACK LABEL'...i could only hold my saliva in my mouth...

Oh yea...i havent talked about my new year wish then...hahaha ..its a "secret"...lol

Let's talk bout my 2009...i could only say GREAT!!! ofcourse there was lows and highs in the year 2009 but i have been trying to keep those sad moments buried in the ground...lets see... i was fighting hard for my stpm, really really hard i am trying to say...haha...i have done my best so let my GOD do the rest and ofcourse not forgeting the markers,they are now trying their best to mark the best results for me...haha..suddenly i have so many things to talk about in 2009 ,i have no idea which one i should start with...hmmm..perhaps i should forget it and look ahead with my new life in 2010...wish me LUCK>>>> hahaha